Thoughtless

Facebook Entry from Remembering Taryn Elkins and Kayan William Trujillo November 1, 2018...


Yesterday was a particularly challenging day for me. Not just that it was a holiday and those sometimes feel extra empty without two of my babies but sometimes people in this world can be thoughtless and unkind at just the right moments that make you want to pack up your stuff and go into hiding. Well just when I was about to do just that, I heard this sweet voice tell me "Mama don't worry it's okay, you're going to be okay." I can hardly take a breath when that happens and I swallow hard because I know it's Taryn watching over me and helping me cope with even those moments of doubt and hurt. She's with me and oh my goodness it's almost worth going through the pain of those moments to feel her love all around me supporting me and helping me get through it. I don't miss her as much when that happens and I'm so glad I can hear her when she tells me those things that brighten me and help me calm down. What an amazing thing it is for me to have that in my life. I'll be sure to hug her tight when I see her again for all those sweet words of encouragement and warmth. I thank God I can feel it and feel her.