I had a customer pick up a puppy last week, she had a beautiful son who was mixed race, he was maybe 4 years old and I couldn't take my eyes off of him. I wanted to just hug him and sit him on my lap and talk to him. Moments like that will probably never stop happening. I post here a lot about Taryn and her life but that's not because that's all I think of. Kayan is with me every minute too, as I know he is with Adrian's family too, Lena, his mom, the girls, his sisters, and his daddy, Adrian and all who love him. I had a good friend tell me lately that as humans we aren't supposed to be separated from our loved ones and even though death is part of life it's unnatural to our spirits that live forever. When it happens to us, when death parts us here, we feel incomplete and lost because love and life is forever. It's supposed to be that way. We're supposed to be with our loved ones always.
Even though in the grand scheme of things this earthly journey is so short it feels like every day without someone you love is less special, less meaningful, less, just less. Even as much as I understand the meaning of life and the purpose of it here, I still look at the Grand Canyon, that hole in the earth that took so long to happen and I know what that's all about. I have that hole in me. It didn't take 5 million years to happen to me it only took a moment, but it's the same. Nothing can fill it and while I'm here on this earth I have a place that I have a kindred spirit connection to. Days will come and go and weeks will turn into years. As long as the earth exists the beauty of the Grand Canyon will always be inspiring and lovely, just like the memory of my grandson and my daughter.
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