Taryn, One year ago I was in Texas with Nicole visiting you and having fun together. We saw the ultrasound of Kayan and fell in love with him giggling and laughing over his cuteness even before he was born. Nicole put together your "some assembly required stuff" that Adrian hadn't gotten to and we laughed about her putting the back of the canvas dresser on backwards. It still looked okay though! We unpacked everything and got stuff ready for the baby and talked and drove around town. Got you a new coat and the fuzzy kids new toys and a bigger kennel. We both cooked for you, made you all your favorite foods and watched some great movies together. That was the best time ever and it's hard to believe it was already a year ago. You had never looked more beautiful, or been happier to be a "soon to be" mama. As hard as I try I can't shake the sadness sometimes but this year without you has been quiet and strange. We all talk about you as much as we need to and miss you more than any words could describe. It's wonderful thinking of you watching over us, being safe in a world of spirits where you and Kayan can snuggle and laugh together. That part makes me smile and feel warm inside. There is so much love for you and Kayan honey, everywhere, all the time. 
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